Friday, July 11, 2014

I'm beat! Physically and Mentally! !!

This has been a whirlwind kind of a week. on Tuesday I met with Anna and we had a great session and then it was off to meet some old family friends for lunch. We had a great time visiting and just talking each other to death.  I did have a great time but came home tired.

On Wednesday I met with the new heart specialist in regards to my atrial fibrillation and he was able to prescribe a new medication. Let's hope it works! Wow I was in the office they brought to my attention that my records stated that I had congestive heart failure. I can't tell you how much I flipped my wig over this one! Once I left there and had a good cry I started calling doctors to find out who put that in my charts because I was confident my heart specialist did not. Upon further investigation it is looking like the original cardiologist that I had to fire when I was in the hospital the first time is the culprit.  How I found this out was after to call to my attending physicians, I called the hospital and spoke with a young lady in regards to my records.  In telling her my story she interrupts me to tell me she knew who I was because she took care of me during my stay. What a small world. We talked about all that happened and she gave me instructions on how to get my records and encourage me to do so. She also agrees with me that most likely the evil doctor is the one he put that in my records which really pisses me off because all he did was an echocardiogram and tell me I was gonna die everyday. It didn't help that on Monday I paid that dumb ass Dr.'s Bill and cried all day. So it's off to another battle.

On Thursday I had my remicade and last night we had to go out and buy a car for our daughter he was going through a divorce. Can I say she really was married to an ass! Y'all know me well enough to know that I usually don't think this way or act this way but I'm just tired of problems over the last week or so. The computer problems, the home security, helping our daughter with attorneys fees, now a car, my own health issues and this weight, I'm about at my wits end!

My eating has gotten way off track since Wednesday and I am having a hell of a time getting back. So far today I'm doing well I'm just really tired. I apologize for not getting out here everyday but I could not get my writing juices going. They're not going that well right now...LOL!  Right now I'm so tired I'm trying to dictate this on my phone and having a hard time keeping my eyes open. It really must be the carbs that I've had and the last couple of days because I just don't feel well. A good test about what the doctor is doing and I have been to believe she's on to something that is big. I feel a little drugged but I'm sure it's the hidden sugar that I have had over the last few days.

We should pick up Stacy's car this evening I'll be back out Saturday evening with a clear head and more things to say. I know these things will pass but I really could use a break from it all right now. Helping my daughter it's worth it because she's such a beautiful person inside and out and I want the best for her and our grandson.

See y'all Saturday evening or first thing Sunday morning!

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